This blog is about whatever I want.

Three's a (perfect) crowd!

2012-02-02T19:14:00.001-08:00

Pug Love

Aether Paranormal's dubsep music video by Matt Valentine!

2012-01-20T11:37:00.001-08:00

Put your hands in the air!

Seeking PA for Born Good film: Must Love Dead People

2012-01-19T11:05:00.000-08:00

Looking for bad ass (Austin, TX) PA/AD to work now in pre-production and on our indie film in March (shooting 13th-18th) - must love dead people. #BornGoodFilm

Email: project4020@yahoo.com

www.borngoodfilm.com

Good times, Christmas 2011

2011-12-30T09:34:00.000-08:00

Marilyn Monroe

2011-12-25T13:20:00.000-08:00

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they’re right, you believe less so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe

Arcona, at the vet

2011-12-21T22:12:00.001-08:00

My sweet baby's eye is already gettin' better! I just love my Arcona!

Finally discovered the key to happiness!

2011-12-17T18:41:00.000-08:00

Best music video ever! Just say No to GMO'S!!!!!

2011-12-10T08:35:00.001-08:00

Thrive- interesting documentary!

2011-12-08T16:25:00.001-08:00

Ho! Ho! Ho!

2011-12-04T18:13:00.000-08:00

What I'm thankful for...

2011-11-26T18:36:00.000-08:00

Me & my sister, Gabri

A couple of days ago I was asked what I'm thankful for... I shared that in 1997 we lost our home to a fire. Despite the fact that we (very sadly) lost our animals, we didn't lose any of our family members. I often reflect on that time period with a sense of gratefulness and gratitude instead of sadness and hurt... it seems strange, right? How could something so terrible bring a feeling of such positive emotion? Well, when you find out that my sister and brother were supposed to be home that night in bed, underneath the staircase where the fire started, it changes your perspective, doesn't it? They both decided to sleep over at their friend's houses. That (split) decision saved their lives. That's pretty heavy, right?

When you almost lose family members, other things we used to be upset about, suddenly don't seem to matter. To put it simply, it puts things in (the right) perspective. I'm so blessed to have shared all these years with my family, and dear friends... some people have much less time to bond, laugh, love, and act stupid together. Cheers to many, many more. I love you all, and you better know who you are. If you think someone you love may not know it this holiday season, go grab them and look them in the eyes, like a cheesy movie, and tell them! At the risk of sounding overly dramatic or dark, but not caring if you think so, you just never know when it'll be your last opportunity... so go on and get you some good lovin'!

In the spirit of Love tonight, J

On the move to Colorado!

2011-11-20T17:28:00.000-08:00

It's official - we're moving to Colorado next year for a little adventure! Austin's been fun & wonderful, and we plan on coming back... but as of May 2012, our plans are to plant our roots in the new mountainous terrains of Boulder, CO for a year (or two). ;)

All my film projects thus far will be in post by then, I'll have my esthiology license, and a new screenplay awaits... Dear New Script, I haven't met you, yet, but I love you, the snow, the fireplace, and hot chocolate.

me & my Oney

me & Kim

Anoo-Dat Blue

2011-11-20T16:51:00.000-08:00

Oh well....So your name's spelled a little different, Anoo. :)

Cancer is Serious Business

2011-11-03T11:56:00.000-07:00

A lot of people are effected by cancer daily, as have been in my family over the years, so I'm always on the look out for ways we can boost our immune systems & change the patterns that adversly effect us, so that we can prevent these conditions.

Here's the latest that was shared with me by a friend whose mother's been battling cancer for years... it's called Ip6 and here's the LINK so you can read about it.

In addition, if you haven't heard of Dr. Burzynski, you should check this documentary out: LINK. It's called Cancer is Serious Business.

It was one of the most powerful & inspiring documentaries I'd watched since Crazy Sexy Cancer. It makes us further question the FDA, and even health orgs and "the system" that we feel are looking out for us. Sad, and angered, I am choosing to use this energy as fuel to spread the word. If there's a cure for cancer ANYWHERE OUT THERE, damn it, we ALL need to know about it!!!!!

And last but not least, if you're a big tea drinker like me, check out these illness-fighting Essiac herbs my friend, Briana, told me about - I'm in!

Watch the trailers here:

Love

2011-10-22T21:34:00.001-07:00

Skin Balance

2011-10-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

Right now, I'm adding skin care to my resume and my life by attending the Aveda Institute in Austin. I've always been interested in the largest organ of the body - SKIN. And on animals, too. My oldest pug, Admiral, suffers from skin allergies. And if something irritates him more that usual, (a shot, season, etc.) he's miserable. It just breaks my heart. Recently, he had an episode so I was doing research online and I found SKIN BALANCE. It's for humans and animals. We're on our first week, and it has to build up in the system. BUT, he seems to be doing better already!

I'm a big believer in the results of chinese (herbal) medicine and acupuncture, so if the herbs don't work, then maybe my WILL might. My mother's doggie has suffered a life time, too, and been on tons of medications/shampoos/dog foods, so we're always on the look out for a remedy.

I truly believe that the majority of skin conditions are contributed to what we put in our body. However, there are outside forces that play a major role, too, and we can't be blind to that.

If your animal is suffering, you might try this... and if he/she seems stressed invest in some rescue remedy. It's good to calm them down when they feel anxious or overwhelmed by a condition.

Read the link below to see how this herbal formula works. Happy, healthy skin wishes to ya! xo J

SKIN BALANCE

ps. I'll be posting skin care tips each week from now on!!! there are SOOOOO many, and I can't wait to share them with you! pugs & kisses! J

Halloween! lol

2011-09-24T17:44:00.000-07:00

15 minutes of fame: What would you do with it?

2011-07-31T12:53:00.000-07:00

Just listened to Film Courage with Alex Ferrari, and he touched upon something I thought was so important: Be ready to capitalize on things while you're hot. Whether it be a film, or another art project, we should always be thinking forward. It's not to take away from the present, but when you become "hot" in hollywood, so to speak, it's a fickle significance.

To me, it's like 15 minutes of fame. What are you going to do with your minutes? How are you going to extend your spotlight? And furthermore, how are you going to turn the superficial nature of the experience into something more profound? Fame is only worth something if you do something meaningful with it. :) J

me and my Oney

2011-07-24T17:46:00.000-07:00

Creating is Liberating

2011-07-14T14:52:00.000-07:00

Thank you, Universe, for supplying us with everything we need to live happily and healthily. I understand that out of most 'negatives' comes the opportunity to learn, grow, and expand as a human being.

I am most thankful for my family, friends, animals, and the gift that's given to us daily for free - to be creative individuals.

When we create from a loving space we are free from EGO, selfishness, or burdened thoughts - if we put our souls into our crafts, in return, we get something much more than money. We get to be kids again - recirculating the purest form of ourselves into the most liberating, sophisticated portrait that can be interpreted a million different ways.

photos by Gabri

Happy Father's Day!! Love you, Daddy!

2011-06-19T09:09:00.001-07:00

Sweet Peeks!

2011-05-05T15:43:00.000-07:00

Who I see (almost) every mornin'!

Love my Little Miss Sassy Pants!

2011-04-26T18:34:00.001-07:00

Imperfect Perfection

2011-04-23T20:26:00.000-07:00

My 2 little candied hearts!

2011-04-10T18:41:00.000-07:00

Can life get better?

2011-03-07T11:15:00.000-08:00

I'm not so sure... at least for Huggy the (Ridge) cat! MEOW! He keeps those big dogs in place out there!

Will Smith Inspiration!

2011-02-23T11:59:00.000-08:00

Toto, Why is following our dreams so scary?

2011-02-06T17:40:00.000-08:00

Seems like it should be the other way around.

family love

2011-02-05T19:15:00.000-08:00

Lost In Sunshine: Lost Without YOU IndieGoGo campaign!

2011-02-03T10:03:00.000-08:00

It can't always be "deep."

2011-01-30T17:14:00.000-08:00

Anti-inflamatory foods!

2011-01-20T09:50:00.000-08:00

Inflamation is likely at the heart of every disease. Here's a good article I found that explains why we should eat anti-inflamatory foods regularly, followed by a list of food items to make it convenient for you. Happy, healthy living! J

Anti-inflammatory foods, if eaten regularly, can reduce inflammation in the body and bring the problem under control. This page contains a list of anti-inflammatory foods that if incorporated into your regular diet will help bring a balance to inflammation in your body. Try and feature some kind of anti-inflammatory food into every meal that you eat, and eliminate pro-inflammatory foods from your diet all together. People who have done this often describe noticable relief from previous discomforts and a greater ability to control their weight. CONTINUE WITH ARTICLE.

Film reviews: Antichrist, The Human Centipede, and Food Matters

2011-01-19T11:55:00.000-08:00

As a filmmaker, I believe it's my job (plus, I love it!) to watch movies. Here are a couple of fun, twisted and disturbing ones for your demented guilty pleasure! In addition, I've included one of my recent favorite documentaries, Food Matters, to break up the disturbia, and push us towards a path of enlightenment and better health.

I usually rate movies highly when I want to watch them over and over again. These are the exceptions. :)

First up: Antichrist
Wow, did they go there. Let me elaborate. My husband and I sat down to watch it, and I have to admit, we weren't paying as much attention as we should have. We had three pugs pulling for our attention, and it was hard to hear them speaking (was it just us?). So, we turned up the volume, and I pulled out the dental floss. Upon pulling it out, I was subjected to Dafoe's penis and balls flapping around (sorry, guess I should've warned this is not for the light or faint of heart). Let's just say I pulled out a lot of dental floss.

The worst disturbia thus far was actually the amount of sex these guys were having. I mean, I'm not against being intimate OR having sex with my partner, but Dafoe's (ok, probably stunt double's) butt was constantly in our faces, and I found myself bursting out with laughter in dark, serious scenes (not what they were going for, I'm sure).

The movie started off jarring, and a little slow. The tone was dark, ominous and consistent of keeping us in the moment, however bazaar. The camera/DP work was quite exceptional, I might add. Really brilliant.

So, we kept watching...

In the third act, I became witness to some of the most horrific imagery I could possibly imagine. Let me give you some examples, if you haven't seen it - SPOILER ALERT - a deer's fetus, the cutting off of a vagina, and bloody ejaculation. Yeah. Not something you want to watch before bedtime!!! Thank God for rescue remedy.

Nevertheless, it was a piece of artistic cinema, and I suppose it's good that I saw it. Whatever the case, it left an impression, and by some filmmaker's standards - that's the whole point.

I'm giving this one an A, because of the acting, and over-all exceptional quality/ look of the film. But let's just say, I won't be watching it again. :)

Moving on: The Human Centipede
You've seen the trailer, right? Whatever you saw, the movie's worse (in a good way, if you like to let your imagination run wild with uncomfortable thoughts). The number one complaint I had from friends was that the imagery wasn't 'in your face' enough. Personally, I kinda liked that it wasn't that graphic, because I was able to stomach it better.

Kinda gave a whole new meaning to being stuck in the middle, right? :)

When the picture came on, I thought it was just another Friday the 13th wannabe (one of my old faves, btw) flick with mediocre actors. I actually started off thinking the acting was bad and that we'd made a mistake by renting it.

Boy, was I wrong.

In both of these cases, the actors were spot on - outstanding, giving deeply committed performances.I have to commend THC on its authenticity and ability to work around the gore, too. I don't think it was as easy as it looked.

AND, in case the idea that these three being surgically connected (i.e., turned into a human centipede) wasn't enough of a treasure, then how it ends makes up for it. It's one of the worst ways you could think up dying. I'll leave it at that, in case you haven't seen it.

I'm giving this one an A for authenticity and acting. But again, I probably won't be watching it again, either!!

And, so that we can leave on a note that's NOT totally stomach turning, let's talk about one of the best (educational) films I've seen recently - Food Matters.

Yes. It. Does.

This film is a gem, if you're concerned with your health or your family's health, and don't know why/if you should take supplements. It's also an eye-opener to what can be done via nutritional therapy, instead of just the conventional benefits we're more commonly exposed to in the US. I highly recommend it for everyone. It's never too late to start living a quality life.

On that note, I'm signing off with love and hope. Happy movie watching! :)
Jentri

Crazy Sexy Diet

2011-01-18T11:26:00.001-08:00

My Interview with Kris Carr, Crazy Sexy Diet from gabriellebernstein on Vimeo.

GREAT TED speech by Brene Brown on human connection!

2011-01-12T15:16:00.000-08:00

Lost In Sunshine Happy Dance!

2011-01-09T13:12:00.000-08:00

Lost In Sunshine
It's more than a movie; it's a show.

Me & BoomBoom (AKA Sarah)

2011-01-04T14:55:00.001-08:00

Everyone takes pictures... but how many can say they have a picture with BoomBoom the donkey? that's what I thought...

Izzybear

2011-01-04T09:18:00.000-08:00

Cheers to a happy, healthy(ier) 2011!

2010-12-28T20:52:00.000-08:00

Food Matters is an excellent film, and it's kicked me in high gear.

This week, we're off to do some healthy shoppin' and put an end to all this crazy-pie afterlife existing in our fridge and inevitably in our bellies. :)

Food, Inc. is another good one to see.

It's about time we smarten up. Seems our priorities have been shuffled around for quite a while... and the consequence is sickness and doctor bills. I'm fed up, figuratively and literally. If we really want to live luxuriously, we should save our money for better food to go in our baskets, know where it comes from (and how it was raised, if you eat meat!) and not new leather seats to sit our cushy butts on, right?

Cheers to a happy, healthy 2001! xo
Jentri

Happy Holidays!

2010-12-21T07:11:00.000-08:00

Jentri (to neice, Izzy): "Love you, IzzyBear"
Isabelle (to Aunt Jentri): "My name's not IzzyBear, it's IzzyBelle."
Gabri (Jentri's sister): "Is she calling herself Izzybelle again, or did she say Isabelle?" :)

Just Add Pugs

2010-12-07T18:44:00.000-08:00

Aether Paranormal - 2010 Scare for a Cure (haunted adventure, benefit)

2010-12-02T08:26:00.001-08:00

Aether Paranormal's, Beaux, Carly, Jentri & Shad

Anoo Dat Blue

2010-11-24T16:01:00.000-08:00

Good things come to those who wait... until you give in. :)

I love being Aunt Jentri.

2010-11-22T22:02:00.001-08:00

Jentri gently massages her 4-year-old niece, Izzy's tired head, slowly running her fingers through her thin blonde hair. Izzy begins to drift off to sleep with chocolate still laced around her mouth. Beat. Jentri laughs, and Izzy's head lifts. Her heavy eyes refocus on Jentri.

Izzy: What are you laughing at?
Jentri: You're just funny.
Izzy: But I wasn't even making a funny face...?
Jentri: I know. You're beautiful.
Izzy: You were laughing at me because I'm beautiful?

:)

The Big Empty

2010-11-18T20:52:00.000-08:00

Big Empty - what I try to stay away from. It's the big void in my heart when I'm not creating - writing - making a picture come to life for the screen. Sometimes it's the in between. It's the space that feels hollowed out and dark if "not in use." Pretty similar to the feeling I've had a few times in my life: 1) when we lost our dogs/house 2) when my mom moved away (temporarily) 3) when someone close to me passed. It all aches the same. Sure, they're all different circumstances, but doesn't pain feel the same, no matter what causes it? Sure, there are different levels, but when it's bad, isn't it just BAD?

So, how does one crawl out of the big empty?

The only way I know how to do it is to replace those feelings with other ones - better ones. Ones like, "This IS temporary." Or hug on my dogs and kiss their faces until they start to pull away. Or listen to music while writing a story. Simple diversions seem to help.

In this vast monstrosity we call life, what's the point of hanging on to bad images or sucky people that can damage our goods, or create more big empties inside us?

There is no point.

Let go of the things, negative images, words, ideas, and expectations... and remember the experiences, friendships, laughter, love and reason why the big empty exists to begin with.

It's there to make us better than we were (before). We are beyond the physical bodies we see. We are beyond the (many) realities perceived. We are capable of being more than we can imagine.

And when we have more questions than answers...?

"Mother Earth will not undress for us," he said.

I feel you, my friend.

The world couldn't ask for a more beautiful witch!

2010-11-05T11:17:00.001-07:00

my niece, Izzy

Orginal Dirty Dialog by Jentri Chancey

2010-11-05T09:57:00.000-07:00

Girl: Why are you taking a dump in my bathroom right now? I was about to take a bath!

Guy: Well, this is your lucky day.

Girl: Why?

Guy: I didn't take a dump in your bathtub.

The Purple Cow

2010-11-04T18:50:00.000-07:00

Some people will never listen, despite the purple cow...

Simple pleasures (like ice cream!)

2010-11-03T16:01:00.001-07:00

GABRI, WESTIN, IZZY

Everyone's always saying we should feel lucky and grateful for what we have (including me!). Today, I was thinking
about how fireplaces excite me. Nothing funny, I just love to put my ass by a good fire. :)

And a few weeks ago, my sister-in-law told me that she'd never seen another grown up get so excited over dessert before. :) What can I say, I like my sweets!

It got me to thinking about all the little things that thrill me, and wonder if all that would be gone if I had been born (financially) rich.

The short answer is yes; I really think so.

I often think of my love for writing, and how (life) complications eventually turn into more goods I can interject into my story-telling. Struggles make me a better writer; although I don't prefer them, I know it's true. So, I wonder if I'd even be worth two cents as a writer if I hadn't gone through so many?

I really don't think so.

This world is crazy and scary, particularly for those of us who choose to say f-u to fear and follow our dreams. But it's wonderful, too. It's beautiful to have been born into a world where I have to try, work, wonder, and dream. There's something to be said for unpredictability. Sure, more luxuries couldn't have killed me, but I'm pretty sure they could have somehow put out that faux fire underneath my ass. That insane passion to want more, be more, and give more.

When life is too easy, it's boring. When life is too hard, it sucks. Just the right about of both builds character, don't ya think?

If we can use our character to get through the dip, (of life) I'm sure we can have it all.

Especially, more ice cream!!!! VERY IMPORTANT.

"burrrrr, it's cold outside," says Shad, the penquin!

2010-11-03T13:00:00.000-07:00

Zombie Ball 2010

2010-11-01T18:12:00.000-07:00

Fun Video: Hollywood Talent Agents Exposed

2010-10-14T09:00:00.000-07:00

This one's for all my actor friends out there! :)

There's no place like...

2010-10-13T09:47:00.000-07:00

SUNSHINE

Happy (early) Halloween from Aether Paranormal! :)

2010-10-13T08:21:00.000-07:00

Personalize funny videos and birthday eCards at JibJab!

Welcome Charlie!

2010-10-05T20:30:00.001-07:00

This is me, and my dear friend, Kim's newest addition, Charlie, at 2 weeks old. That was my grandpa's name, btw! :) He's a picture of perfection, just like his brother, Benjamin.

Hope is free. Fill up when you get the chance...

2010-09-28T16:33:00.000-07:00

My Hope.

“Hope is the thing with feathers, that perches in the soul, and sings the tune without words, and never stops at all.”
Emily Dickinson

Do Schools Kill Creativity? :)

2010-09-14T16:30:00.000-07:00

Need a smile?

2010-09-14T16:09:00.001-07:00

On the air live tonight talkin' about documentary, What I Know For Sure

2010-09-08T16:08:00.001-07:00

Talking to Chris Walden on The Shadow Hour about my new documentary, tonight at 10pm Central. Call in and ask as many questions as you can in an hour! :)

What my friends do to each other for fun!

2010-09-07T07:33:00.001-07:00

It's so wrong... but it's so FUNNY!

Who is Mr. McPhee, really?

Hanna eats a Sweet Witch Whoopie for the 1st time!

2010-08-24T18:33:00.000-07:00

www.sweetwitchwhoopies.com

There's always a reason to smile.

2010-08-23T13:34:00.000-07:00

Some things never get old.

2010-08-21T18:12:00.000-07:00

NEW! Aether Paranormal MOV TRAILER - Faust Hotel

2010-08-20T22:06:00.000-07:00

Circus

2010-08-19T13:27:00.000-07:00

Last night I went to the circus with Shad, & our friends, Heather, & Ted. When I was invited, I was skeptical, because of some things I've read online. And especially since I'm so passionate about the well being of animals. It made me more curious. The tickets were free, and I don't like to be one of those people who bases my opinion on what others say, vs. my own experience(s) -- so I went. And I'm so glad I did.

Contrary to the stigma, the elephants seemed to really be doted on. The trainer showed love and appreciation for the animals. And the tigers where swimming in a tank, being rowdy and playing (like dogs!). It blew my mind... I was standing so close to elephants thinking, "these guys could take us all out if they wanted." But they are sweet, loyal, loving animals. It seems that if they're treated well, and they adapt and/or like the scene, they do well.

RB&B has an area in FL where the elephants are bred and can comfortably retire. According to a 4th generation trainer, the elephants can participate for as little as 1 or 50 years, depending on the elephant. If it likes to fight or doesn't like the routines, they don't use them. Elephants can get the same ailments as humans (arthritis, etc.) so this is actually sounds like a thoughtful setup. They are fed heartily, and can be with one another 'till death.

Seems to me, if I were to be 'against' something like this, then I would have to be against owning my doggies, too. Yes, they're domesticated, but these elephants are born into this lifestyle, so they kinda are too. I'd also have to dislike dog shows, fairs, PBR, etc. Then it'd be a tiny fish in a fishbowl. Where do we draw the line of judgement? I've seen first hand how some of those animals are treated, and let me tell you, it's better than being sent to the slaughter house! Which is usually what happens when someone doesn't love them.

If I were to hold up a sign that says "cruelty" and protest (although I'm sure their hearts are in the right place, and I can see where they'd be coming from with all the bad press, if that's all they read) I'd better not be eating ANY meat, either (and I still eat fish). 'Cause that'd be pretty hypocritical, right?

So, I'm here to say that from what I saw, the animals are OK... sure, it was only one day, but that's all I got! The animals were showed about 15% of the entire time. It's mostly human entertainers doing the most elaborate acts you've ever seen. Doesn't seem too grueling for an animal to partake in. But that's just me, and my opinion. And it's my blog, so that's why I'm telling you!

Bottom line, before I judge anything, I want to see for myself what's going on... and I recommend you do, too. I'm sure there are bad apples out there in the circus, just like there are bad apples out there in all walks of life. But I didn't see it last night at THIS CIRCUS. :)

Next stop, will be the place I get my eggs from... I regret to inform you that I haven't done that yet, I only buy "cage free" ones... but I need to.

love & hugs,
xo J

What I know for sure. It's time to find out.

2010-08-16T00:46:00.000-07:00

photos by Gabri

What I Know For Sure
It's time to find out.

Check out my documentary project on indiegogo, and please support it if you can!

thank you! Jentri

http://www.indiegogo.com/jentri

What love's made of...

2010-08-13T20:49:00.000-07:00

from musical talent, Cadenced Haven

2010-08-13T10:24:00.000-07:00

Cool

2010-08-12T17:34:00.000-07:00

Tonight, Sidney (the 7 yr old from my untitled documentary trailer) asked me how I got the holes in my jeans. I told her, "Carly cut them for me, so I'd look 'cool' but the holes just keep getting bigger around my knees"... and she responded, "Jentri, you are cool without them." seriously... ? HEART CURRENTLY MELTING (I'm not THAT cool).

Not as cool as you, Sid. ;)

What I know for sure

2010-08-11T16:35:00.001-07:00

This article is just what I needed today. I love Elizabeth Gilbert.

I've been working on my (untitled) documentary, clarifying my vision within, so that it doesn't become a thing of mystery
itself. The clearer I see my voice getting, the more excited I become at the possibilities of what lies ahead.

I think I even see a 'title' in here somewhere... ;)

And after reading this today, I'm about 85% sure I'm on the right track.

WHAT I KNOW FOR SURE (ABOUT CERTAINTY) by Elizabeth Gilbert

And since we're having a Gilbert moment, here's her speaking at the TED conference. Make sure you have time... It's a good one... :)

Behind the scenes of my new (mysterious) documentary with Heather Rivera (Mix 94.7 Austin)

2010-08-10T13:49:00.001-07:00

(if video not working, watch here)

To watch the trailer for this documentary, visit http://www.forloveofindiefilmmaking.blogspot.com

We all can relate.

2010-08-05T11:47:00.001-07:00

This pic was forwarded to me via email with no photography credit. Sorry. :(

I take it back. There is such a thing as Perfect.

2010-08-04T13:47:00.001-07:00

Anoo sleeping

Donky story with good ending :)

2010-08-04T08:29:00.000-07:00

Remember the flying donky story? It devastated my heart. With all the things humans have to deal with that they can't control (i.e. mother nature) I've never understood why humans would deliberately and unnecessarily harm anything else. I'm so happy this donky, who could've drowned, has a happy ending. We have a donkey, Boom Boom, that lives at my dads. She's the sweetest, funniest, cutest thing ever! To the contrary of popular belief, they're quite capable of being very friendly and loving creatures. Boom Boom even plays with the big dogs - it's kind of incredible to watch. Animals don't discriminate, like some humans, they merely act on instinct. My dogs have been trying to play with the guinea pig that I'm babysitting, thru the cage, for the past 2 days. :)

DONKY STORY WITH GOOD ENDING!

Getting Personal

2010-08-03T12:43:00.000-07:00

I've heard the phrase, "It's a business decision, not personal" a lot of times in my (short lived) film career. So today, I address this idea, or whatever you want to call it, with an open mind and heart. And not because something has just happened to me that I'd like to air (it hasn't!) but because I find it a fascinating statement... one that's dynamic, and understated. Much more complex than the usual phrase itself.

For example, everything we do in the film business has to do with personal relationships. We can't make films alone! Some relationships may even catapult us to the next stage of whatever it is we're trying to achieve. But more than not, a job isn't taken because of money alone. The next question when considering a gig is, "Can I work with this person for X amount of years?" Or perhaps it's, "Can I spend a few months in a trailer next to this person, working 12-14 hour days?" And if the answer is NO, then we probably decline the position.

I'm constantly curious about the way that business and personal are handled and separated. I understand the difference, of course, (I really do!) but I think it's often (not always!) a blend of both, making (especially business) decisions even harder. You have to do what's best for your business, and if a friend isn't going to do the best job, then you're screwing yourself and your friendship out of something wonderful. But will the friend hold a grudge if that decision to go another way is made? And if the friend holds a grudge, does that mean the friend isn't such a good friend after all? Or does it make you not a good friend for going another way?

I've had to make a few 'business decisions' in my early career here that I've profoundly questioned. And not because I thought I did something wrong, but because someone had a reaction to something I did, that made me question if what I'd done was wrong. But bottom line, I always strive to do what I feel is the right thing for all parties involved. And I can't anticipate, control, or be held accountable for how others will respond to my decisions.

I find that every time there's a debate, there's always two different sides (perspectives) and then there's the truth, often diluted by other people's views. I suppose if I can live with all the decisions I make (even the really hard ones) knowing that I did the very best I could do with what I had at the time, then I'll be good with me. Will you be good with you?

I suppose the reason for this personal post today is that so much of what I do, how I operate, however business related it may be - is personal. Friends, actors, producers, crew, you name it. If I'm not having fun, working or hanging with with people I love & respect, who love & respect me back, what's the point?

Good info for my Animal Lovers!

2010-08-03T09:17:00.001-07:00

Gladys, (Admiral and Arcona's baby girl!) who's cared for by Carrin and Luey, and loved by all. :)

Friends at PETA sent out this info, which I think is imperative to know, if you have animals! Enjoy, my sweet animal lovers! J

Keep dogs inside: Unlike humans, dogs can only sweat through their footpads and cool themselves by panting. Soaring temperatures can cause heat stress and be physically damaging or even fatal.

· Water and shade: If dogs must be left outside, they should be supplied with ample fresh water and shade, and the shifting sun needs to be taken into account. Where is the animal when you are at work? Even brief periods of direct exposure to the sun during a heat wave can have life-threatening consequences. Dogs should never be chained, as this can leave them no way to escape the direct sun at certain times of the day, no way to seek water should their water source be knocked over, and so on.

· Walk, don't run: In very hot, humid weather, never exercise dogs by cycling while they try to keep up or by running them while you jog. Dogs will collapse before giving up, at which point it may be too late to save them. They can quickly become severely overheated, and an exercise session can turn into a medical emergency.

· Avoid parked cars: Never, ever leave a dog in a parked car in warm weather, even for short periods with the windows slightly open. Dogs trapped inside parked cars can succumb to heatstroke within minutes—even if the car isn't parked in direct sunlight. If you see a dog trapped in a parked car, immediately take down the car's color, model, make, and license-plate number, have the guardian paged inside nearby stores, and call local humane authorities or police. Do not leave the scene before the animal is helped!

· Hot pavement: Dogs can suffer painful burns on their footpads from heated asphalt, pavement, and sand. Test the heat of surfaces with your hand before walking a dog on them.

· Pickups: Never transport dogs in the bed of a pickup truck. This practice is dangerous—and illegal in many states and municipalities—because animals can catapult out of the truck bed on a sudden stop or choke if they jump out while they're tied up. During hot weather, dogs' feet and bellies can also get burned on the metal.

· Stay alert and save a life: Keep an eye on all outdoor dogs. Make sure that they have adequate water and shelter. If you see a dog in distress, contact humane authorities right away and give the dog immediate relief by providing water.

Blood Into Wine

2010-08-02T14:32:00.000-07:00

You should watch this documentary, Blood Into Wine, if it comes to your area. It totally rocks. I wasn't necessarily a "Maynard" fan, like the rest of the rock world, until I saw his documentary. Mostly because I'm not a 'rocker' kinda girl with the cool black hair, red streaks, and vintage threads. :) I'm just a brown haired Texas gal with an ever-so-slightly southern accent, who likes to bake (a lot) and watch, write and make movies.

But back to Maynard - I always thought he had a great vocals, and out of all the bands my husband insists I listen to, Tool's sound ROCKS. But after this movie, I left the theater feeling nothing but respect... for him, his wine making, and passionate artistry.

Oh, and I love the way he says, "comfortable." I'm kinda obsessed with this word for some reason, and he says it perfectly. :)

xo Jentri

ps. we gotta bottle of his wine from when he came thru Dallas at Whole Foods - thank you, Debbie (Shad's mom)!!!

Damn Texas Heat!

2010-08-02T11:57:00.000-07:00

"It's too damn hot to go outside. I'm gonna lay back down." Anoo

This. Is. Awesome.

2010-07-28T19:19:00.000-07:00

2009 Hawaii Vacation

2010-07-27T15:44:00.000-07:00

The pros and cons of having a kid (notice that's singular)

2010-07-26T19:26:00.001-07:00

If I don't have a child will I be missing out on life?

I've emotionally been on the fence about this subject in the past, so here's my logical approach - a pros and cons list! Please, feel free to add to it, moms!!! I'm quite sure I won't know everything to put down, since I haven't had any children! :)

PROS
Unconditional Love
Family Legacy
Family Fun
Support
Creating my very OWN family to spend a lifetime with
So many unexpected funny moments... I'll most likely lose count
Co-creating life with the person I'm in love with, whom I know would be an excellent daddy.

CONS
Lack of sleep
Money
Hard Work
No more time to be selfish
Diversion away from career (at least for a little while, which is a big deal in the film biz)
Won't go on as many vacations (very possible - at least for a while!)
Life Style Change - all about what's best for the kiddo
May cause some stress in marriage (so I've heard!)

Please, moms, help! Won't you add to the lists? :)

On second thought, if I have to make a list about it, maybe I'm NOT READY! I've never made lists to do anything in my life, except go to the grocery store.

Aether Paranormal and Travel Channel Exclusive

2010-07-26T15:14:00.001-07:00

Behind the scenes with Aether Paranormal filming an episode for the Travel Channel's Most Terrifying Places in America series. Episode will air in Oct./Nov. of 2010/11.

"J"

2010-07-26T09:00:00.000-07:00

From the internet: "The J started out its life as a smiley-face. The WingDings font puts a smiley face where the letter J goes. As the message travels from machine to machine, the font formatting may get lost or mangled, resulting in the letter J appearing when a smiley face was intended."

And to think, all my life I thought the "J" at the end of all of those emails was such an enigma... Then I thought that maybe everyone just liked calling me that (for short). :)

Jentri

Don't die with your music still in you.

2010-07-23T12:31:00.000-07:00

Are you more scared of what will happen to you if you follow your dreams, or what will happen to you if you don't?

When I think of the path I've chosen, and feel inspired to follow, vs. one that could (very possibly!) afford me a more steady future/income, I think about this.

Am I more fearful of doing what I love and never getting to the place I hope to eventually be, or more fearful of being sooo scared of failing, that I never try? For me, it's the latter.

So, I try to have loose expectations. By that, I mean that I know where I'd like to end up, of course. But I don't imagine that there's only one way to get there, or that there's not something more grand waiting for me, than what I've already thought up! I've gotten over any silly ideas that I could ever do it the exact same way someone else did. All of our circumstances are so original... so completely unique, that no one else can do it like us, either. There will be similar stories, sure... but why would we even want a story like someone else? BORING. It's way more fun to make up our own crazy, silly, or stupid adventures!

:) Jentri

"Don't Die With Your Music Still In You” - Dr. Wayne Dyer

Dear Mother,

2010-07-21T20:57:00.000-07:00

I just love you.

Feeling Low?

2010-07-19T08:36:00.000-07:00

"Do not worry if you feel low; the sun has a sinking spell every night, but rises again all right the next morning."
~ Unknown

Sunny Sunday

2010-07-18T14:49:00.000-07:00

Fed peacock lightly roasted peanuts, check. Got some snortin' sweet pug love, check-check. Worked a few hours and was reminded of why I Iove doing makeup so much, check-check-check.

My sweet Anoo Boo is all better, and I am, too... we're saging this place, and letting go of the yucky...

it's time to pop my head out and absorb this sunny Sunday afternoon in Austin! POP POP POP

photo by Goat45 Design

My sweet Izzy! Kids are the cutest!

2010-07-15T21:26:00.000-07:00

Isabelle (my niece) just asked Gabri (her mom) if she used to be a baby...she said, "Yes, you were in mama's belly." Then she said, "Why did you eat me?"

photos by Gabri

good hygiene

2010-07-15T14:42:00.000-07:00

Just found my pug, Arcona, chewing on the container of dental floss that Shad left on the couch... oh well, at least she'll have good hygiene.

Hopeful

2010-07-12T08:29:00.000-07:00

This was the first feature film I was ever an extra on, so I remember it vividly. At this point, I still thought I wanted to be an actress... I didn't know how much more I'd love to be behind it. Now I do. :)

This was one of the scenes I was in, actually. Along with the red lederhosen (scene) outfit I wore when all the girls where getting on to the bus. I think my hair was in buns on the side of my head that day, too. Ahhhh, the good ole days...

“Beginnings are scary, endings are usually sad, but it's what's in the middle that counts. So when you find yourself at the beginning, just give hope a chance to float up. And it will.”
Hope Floats

Today, my hope is definitely floating.

Peacocking

2010-07-11T17:07:00.000-07:00

This AM, I was out the door in a rush to a video gig. My garage door opened up to our neighborhood peacock in my driveway. I was literally blocked for 5 minutes, while trying to coax him in a different direction - other than behind my car! I seriously love this guy, but he was seriously putting me in a weird place. He just stood there with his feathers up staring at me. I kept looking at the clock wondering how long the stand off would take place. As I've said before, I'm pretty sure he thinks I'm his girlfriend, and he was in full show off mode.

So I went in a different direction and tried to lure him with my baby voice. Nothing. I schemed some more. I threw peanuts (his fave!) the opposite direction. Nothing. He was too busy peacocking me.

I mean, how do you explain that to a client? Sooooooooo, I did the only thing I could do and took a picture... then sent it in a text message that said, "cock blocked."

Is that wrong?

New beginnings and endings

2010-07-09T12:43:00.001-07:00

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”
-Maria Robinson

"More importantly, could someone take this fucking sweater off me? Let's end like that. I mean, look at me, I'm startin' to sweat... it's embarrassing..." - Puggie :)

Photo by Kris Miles

"Finding out the truth is only half of it...

2010-07-07T20:28:00.001-07:00

it's what you do with it that matters, right?"
The Secret Life of Bees

a really sweet message. :)

a house holds so much energy... so many memories... it, too, becomes its own... captures moments... embedded in walls, floors, ceilings, down halls... they can cry, scream, laugh and talk... just like you and i once thought...

do you ever feel...

2010-07-07T18:12:00.001-07:00

like it's just us out here, G?

I want it...

2010-07-07T09:21:00.001-07:00

almost as much as I want my next breath...

Photo by Goat45 Design

Rocky Rocksabalboa!

2010-07-06T17:16:00.001-07:00

My favorite lift-me-up movie of all time! I seriously will welcome a Rocky marathon any day.

Some people prefer easy listening on in the background. I prefer ROCKY!

Away We Go

2010-07-05T10:15:00.000-07:00

Every time I watch this film I find myself cracking up at something I didn't notice before. The subtlety in the humor... the small heartfelt moments, and sincere, yet, entertaining realism was so great... so beautiful... this is definitely one of my favorite films now.

Pugs R Us

2010-06-28T17:51:00.000-07:00

love...

and more love...

by way of Shad's Magic :)

1Pac

2010-06-27T10:48:00.001-07:00

Last night, we were at our friends' house in the hill country, just hanging out outside on the porch.. talking, laughing... letting the dogs run around like maniacs, and the kids (they were babysitting), slip and slide... when their three year old niece stopped and asked us to put on some music... as if that wasn't cute enough, our friend (her uncle) asked if she wanted him to put on some 2Pac to dance to...?

In a small, raspy voice she replied, "no, 1Pac is good."

I so miss the practicality of being a kid.

:)

small to (nearly) impossible

2010-06-26T17:04:00.000-07:00

She started off as a small, carefree, mysterious wonder. She had a mission... a journey to make her own hand prints...

Her past was removed without permission... her favorite parts, stripped away by age....

an introverted, self-centered, stranger emerged with brokenness.

If she could only feel, she could heal.

Now she's someone else, trying to do the impossible task of finding that small self... again.

She's moved on... but she's forgotten

what it means to really live outside the picture frame.

If she could touch her face, she thinks the brokenness might start the healing...

she might not contemplate leaving.

But the impossible idea of touching her face will never leave.

Out there, it's like she's someone else...

and in here, she barely breathes.